Saturday, January 27, 2007
I AM SUPER DUPER SLACK TODAY ! AHHHH~~~~ =(((
although i said in my previous post that i gonna get things done, but i didnt in the end ! gosh ! that's bad can ! m losing self-control n self-discipline ! rroooarrssss ! x(((
i was on9 from aftnn 12nn till now pls ! all i did today was chat chat chat, surf surf surf, pig pig pig !!! what constructive day i had today huh ?! boooooo !!!
ok, i wanna go dreamland le! hohoho ! been slping rather early nowadays. catch back my sleep. hehehe. ciao ! =))
you can really make my day <333
[s.i.g.n.i.n.g.o.f.f.]
[ michelle ] (((:
it's SATURDAY ! =))
can't believe i am SLACKING here ! meddling with my laptop's stuffs and pigging out !
i don't wan to lose my self-discipline !! =(((
anw, i wan to go SHOPPING for cny outfits n accessories !! but i have NO TIME !! rahhhhhs !!! shall try to make 3rd feb free so that i can go shop shop shop ! hohoho ! isit possible ??? =SS
sec4 life is really STRESSING the hell out of me pls! my daily routine is always the same! NO LIFE AT ALL ! but i must press on and perservere till the end ! i MUST ! i CAN ! *self-motivating-in-process* hehehe ! =P
alright, i shall go get things done ! self-control ! byeeee ! =]]
with you, i can feel that my life has more meaning to it <333
[s.i.g.n.i.n.g.o.f.f.]
[ michelle ] ((((:
Friday, January 26, 2007
the LAST DAY of the week finally arrived ! =)))
i started the week off on a super duper CONFUSED & SAD note but ended it off on a HAPPY & SATISFIED note. CHEERS CHEERS CHEERS ! THANKS ALOT ! luvya ! =DD
tis whole week was nothing but TESTS TESTS TESTS ! how STRESSFUL can ! but i endured through the ordeal although i was in a super low n down mood. sighs! =(((
however, despite that, i received the "crops" for my "harvest" ! hehehe. happy happy ! lalala~~
in a nutshell, GOOD & HAPPY THINGS ARE ALWAYS WORTH THE WAIT & COME AFTER SUFFERINGS ! =]]]
feelings and moods aside for now. haha. xP
my laptop has been REINCARNATED ! but EVERYTHING is GONE ! roarrsss ! i hv to load stuffs into it and my internet n msn seems to be very WOBBLY ! i CAN'T share files in MSN ! my internet windows closes automatically after a period of time ! ahhhh~~~~ why liddat ?!?! i tot after reservice, everything will work well agn !!! sighs ! HOW HOW HOW ?!?! I NID HELP !! =(((
hmm... now to idols... hohoho! =P
FARENHEIT IS IN SINGAPORE NOW ! YES ! N-O-W ! they were at 933 for interview an hour ago. saw them through webcam and i am SATISFIED ! although i am rather tempted to go for their a/s ! but once i've made my decision, i will NOT change my decision ! i must learn to exercise some self-control ! =)) moreover, it's FAR and LATE ! xP so in conclusion, i am NOT attending any of FLH's events ! 100% confirmed + chop ! hehehe ! yayys ! achievement of jan ! heh heh heh ! x)))
alright, tts all i've gotta say. hope that next week will be a HAPPIER (although i'm satisfied now) week ! hehehe ! *smiles* =)) i shall go dreamland le ! whheeeee ! lalalala ~~ sayonara...
you are the turning point of my mood <333
[s.i.g.n.i.n.g.o.f.f.]
[ michelle ] ((((:
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
我不会怪你对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为生命只有黑夜
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
never wan to leave my guardian angel...
[s.i.g.n.i.n.g.o.f.f.]
[ michelle ] =SS
should i feel happy ? i dunno. i really can't understand myself and my feelings anymore! =(((
no matter how long or how short it is, you are foreva irreplaceable <333
[s.i.g.n.i.n.g.o.f.f.]
[ michelle ] ='(((
OMG !
OMG !
OMG !
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~
WHY ?!
WHY ?!
WHY ?!
HOW ?!
HOW ?!
HOW ?!
I DUNNO !
I DUNNO !
I DUNNO !
*screamssss*
& for you, i will...
[s.i.g.n.i.n.g.o.f.f.]
[ michelle ] =SSS
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
*sighs super duper heavily*
it's only the 2nd day of the week and i've been feeling super PISSED OFF for these 2 days already la especially one of the days which i shan't mention ! WDH pls ! how to continue my remaining days in the week ?!?! TELL ME !!! i guess my gut feelings are right most of the time... hais... =(((
why am i so SLOW ?!?! why am i so STUPID ?!?! why am i so CARELESS ?!?! why i CARE so much ?!?! why this ?!?! why that ?!?! why this ?!?! why that ?!?! AHHHHH~~~~~ all sorts of dumb questions are bombarding my mind !!! m really in a state of confusion n decomposition !!!! rahhhhsss !!!!! ='(((
blahhhhs ! i have no idea how to make decisions now ! my left brain n right brain are contradicting each other, making me feel sho pek chek can ! arghs ! how ?! how ?! how ?!
is this month really the WORLD EMO MONTH for VIRGO-ians ?!?!?! *ponders...*
hais ! can i not be like that ?! i HATE this feeling ! it totally SUCKS to the max ! cos it affects my mood and the people around me ! i'm so so so SORRY !
i think it's gonna carry on for the next few days till god knows when manx...
can't afford to not tap on that etched part of my mind...
[s.i.g.n.i.n.g.o.f.f.]
[ michelle ] ='[[[[
Monday, January 22, 2007
oh wells ! my gut feelings tells me that this week is seriously gonna be a TERRIBLE week !!! ahhhh~~~~
my LAPTOP officially "DIED" on 20/1/07 ! it lived for only 2 yrs i guess... sickening ! the worse thing is that i dunno whether i saved a backup copy of EVERYTHING in my lappy can !!! but m sure there's sth which i didnt save !!! arghhhs !!! shuper pissed n sad pls !!! technology sucks larhs ! grrrr !!!! ='(((((
WHY MUST IT TURN OUT LIKE THIS ?!?! **** ! **** ! **** !
m too stressed to bother abt anything le ! can't stand it ! roarrrrr !!!!
my APOLOGIES for my fluctuating mood... i really dunno why m feeling like that... one moment happy... another moment down... sighs ! sighs ! sighs ! =SSSS
gahhs ! no idea what i talking abt liao. if i go on, i'll probably be ranting CRAPPY DUNG !! i guess my mind n heart is contradicting each other ! dunno ! dunno ! dunno ! boooooooom ! *faints*
you left an indelible mark in my mind <333
[s.i.g.n.i.n.g.o.f.f.]
[ michelle ] =(((((((
Friday, January 19, 2007
sighhs ! sighhs ! sighhs !
wad a really BADDDD week ! damn damn damn bad ! i thought that this week will be a really really HAPPY HAPPY week. but who noes, it turned out worse than what i expected. hais... hais... hais... totally had no mood at all this whole week especially yada yada yada... =(((
i guess next week will not only be a BADDD week, but also a STRESSFULLL week !!! there's TESTS practically EVERYDAY can ! lyk wdh lahs. sho gonna die one day puhlese if this carries on...which i think it will ???!!! roarssss !!!!
I HATE MY CURRENT LIFE ! =(((((
thinking of you every minute, every second <333
[s.i.g.n.i.n.g.o.f.f.]
[ michelle ] ='((((
Thursday, January 18, 2007
D-O-W-N !!!
C-O-N-F-U-S-E-D !!!
S-T-R-E-S-S-E-D !!!
M-I-X-E-D-F-E-E-L-I-N-G-S !!!
=(((
WHY AM I FEELING LIKE THAT ?!?! WHY ?!?! WHY ?!?! WHY ?!?!
i seriously dunno ! i seriously dun understand ! HOW?!?! HOW?!?! HOW?!?!
my life SUCKS lyk hell now pls! argh! i almost broke down ytd can. thankfully i was too tired to think or care less abt anything and went to bed at 10.30pm! the earliest ever in this year so far....
rrrrahhsssss !!!! gggaaahhhsssss !!!!
all i wan now is for you to be right by my side every minute, every second...
[s.i.g.n.i.n.g.o.f.f.]
[ michelle ] =((((
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
AHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~
LIVING IN A WORLD OF CONFUSION !!! =SSS
will i drop into the "decomposed" world again ?!?!?!
=(((
love u with all my heart & soul...
[s.i.g.n.i.n.g.o.f.f.]
[ michelle ] ='((((
blogger doesnt allow mi to paragraph my posts !!!! argh !!! irritating !!!
*pissed*
[s.i.g.n.i.n.g.o.f.f.]
[ michelle ] =@@
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
SIGHS! SIGHS! SIGHS! =(((((
CONFUSED! CONFUSED! CONFUSED! =SSSSS
[s.i.g.n.i.n.g.o.f.f]
[ michelle ] x((((
Saturday, January 13, 2007
HIGH !!! HIGH !!! HIGH !!!
HAPPY !!! HAPPY !!! HAPPY !!!
WOOO HOOOO !!! WOOOHOOO !!!
STILL SICK ! SIGHS ! VOICE DAMN WEIRD ! BUT I AM HAPPY ! YAYYS ! =)))
[s.i.g.n.i.n.g.o.f.f.]
[ michelle ] (((:
Thursday, January 11, 2007
*sniff sniff sniff*
I AM SICK ! HATE FLU BUGS ! SHOOOO ! =((( i wanna get well by tmr can !!! sians !!
no mood to blog on le...sayonara!
[s.i.g.n.i.n.g.o.f.f.]
[ michelle ] =(((
(edited the entry on 10/1/07 as i accidentally written over the original one)
HELLO ! (:
sorry for not updating regularly as my daily schedules are simply too hectic and tight. thus, it leaves me with no time to come on9 or to even blog. sighsss...
anw, my everyday cycle is WAKE UP, SCHOOL, SUPPLEMENTARY, TESTS, CCAS, HOME, SLEEP ! wad a boring life i've gt lahs ! sho damn NO LIFE pls ! argh ! just hate the feeling sho much can ! it sucks ! it only makes one do silly stuffs larhs ! =(((
aiya. dun wan talk abt school stuffs le. take a break fm it manx ! xP
let's move the topic to IDOLS ! hahaha ! =P
FLH IS CUMING TO SPORE TMR ! I WAN TICKETS TO THE KBOX EVENT ! ANYONE KIND SOULS OUT THERE, PRETTY PRETTY PLEASEEEE ! =))) HAHA !
however, i have a feeling i will not be able to make it for all the events eventually. sighs ! how how how ?!?! i wanna see them live for once !!!! dun nid dem sing !!! juz SEE ! aiya, anw, it's still quite long... i shall think again when the time gets nearer. n i shall see how well i do for my tests too. hehehe. =]]
ADRIANO WAS ON 933 AT 9.30PM !!! O-M-G !!! AHHHH~~ HOHOHO !!! FINALLY HEARD HIS VOICE AGAIN !!! HAHAHA ! FUNNY FUNNY ~~ LALALA !!!
alright, i shall go watch result show le. LOL! i shall try to update short short entries if there's time bahz. so till then, byeeeeeee ! :))
love love love <333
[s.i.g.n.i.n.g.o.f.f.]
[ michelle ] ((:
Sunday, January 07, 2007
心跳快得很可怕
呼吸大到有气压
手心冒汗可以浇花
生活变四格漫画
喜怒哀乐被放大
身不由己没有办法
怎么可以这样
怎么可以这样疯狂
怎么可以这样
怎么可以这样爱超出了想像
就算世界与我为敌
我超喜欢你
超喜欢你不能分离
我只相信这个真理
百无禁忌万夫莫敌
我超喜欢你
我慢慢不能清醒
终于不想清醒
根本不用清醒这个恶作剧
想要对你说的话身体由已替我表达
一旦爱了不能作假
一度觉得很头大
怀疑细胞有偏差
可是爱了没有办法
就是可以这样
就是可以这样疯狂
就是可以这样
就是可以这样爱超出了想像
就算世界与我为敌
我超喜欢你
超喜欢你不能分离
我只相信这个真理
百无禁忌万夫莫敌
我超喜欢你
我慢慢不能清醒
终于不想清醒
根本不用清醒这个恶作剧
想我超喜欢你
是我放在心里好久的秘密
我不敢告诉你
甚至没有勇气说服我自己
我问一问上帝
要怎么突破我们之间的距离
站在原地是友谊
往前一步又怕吓到你
我号称黄金右脚横冲直撞
天下无敌自由来去
怎么踏进这个禁区
马上败在你手里
就算世界与我为敌
我超喜欢你
超喜欢你不能分离
我只相信这个真理
百无禁忌万夫莫敌
我超喜欢你
我慢慢不能清醒
终于不想清醒
根本不用清醒这个恶作剧
就算世界与我为敌
我超喜欢你
超喜欢你不能分离
我只相信这个真理
百无禁忌万夫莫敌
我超喜欢你
我慢慢不能清醒
终于不想清醒
根本不用清醒这个恶作剧
[ s.i.g.n.i.n.g.o.f.f.]
[ michelle ] (((:
Friday, January 05, 2007
wooooooshhhh! one week of 2007 has PASSED ! wahhs ! tts pretty fast can ! time flies lyk nobody's business la. sighhs ! x((
happenings in school...
had english lessons first. mrs poon is still our AG1 teacher. glad? dunno. hahaha! but sumting happy abt is that AG1 students get to remain in class ! yayys ! save the trouble of travelling from class to class ! hehehe ! =))
soon after, it was chem lessons. did hands-on experiment. quite easy. but towards the end or rather during washing up, the ppt in my test-tube refused to cum out la. thus, i resorted to seek mrs chee's help. woahs! tts quite err... brave? of me huh... hahaha! she taught me how to get rid of it. and let me try one of the test-tube. but no matter how i try, it still doesnt get out. mrs chee came to me again n said " you nvr eat rice or wad ah " sth liddat lahs. hahaha! n in the end, she helped me. hehehe. THANK YOU, MRS CHEE ! =DD
after tt was geog. gt our resource book and it cost $5 ! sec4=investment yr isit ?!?! paid lots n lots of $$ can. *faint* aniway, in my opinion, i felt that it was quite worth it lahs. given tat the resource bk not only has notes but also newspaper articles n other stuffs. n the tym put into compiling this doesnt worth $5 lor. sho ya, quite ok la. =XX
went to find ms puja during recess for the vetting of the drama brochure for tmr's CCA recruitment day. luckily she was satisfied with it although there were some editing here n there.
chinese lessons after recess... I WAS DAMN HIGH N HAPPY ! during the whole period can ! omggosh ! i was lyk grining fm ear to ear la. hahaha ! felt sho lucky to have the HOD OF THE MOTHER TONGUE DEPARMENT to teach us ! hooorayyys ! another GOODDIE teacher ! hahaha ! she's shuper nice n friendly n popular can ! hahahaha ! wooots ! feeling elated la. i shall get A1 for chinese no matter wad ! MUZ ! xP LEE LAO SHI/SHEN LAO SHI ROCKS ALL DA WAY !!! loves! =]]] oh ya, she gave the whole class(35students) M&M !!!! ahhh ~~ how nice can she be manx ! gahhs, m getting high ! hehehe ! alright, i shant continue on this period animore or i will be damn high. hohoho ! xP
moving on... is physics. physics was alright except for some blur blur here n there. hahaha! i think i like physics more ??? dunno la. hahaha !
after school, drama! 2.30pm-5.30pm! fm the release of school until 5pm, have been meddling with the brochures, running here n there, editing here n there, begging here n there etc etc. hahaha ! glad that we manage to finish the brochure today ! yayys ! accomplishment. lalala~~
bus-ed home after tt. feeling damn tired now ! headache agn ! sighs, have been having headaches lately la. lyk everyday can! argh ! sian ! suck !
next wk there's 3 TESTS can ! AHHHH ~~~ monday-physics test+drama, tuesday-geog test, wednesday-english comprehension test, thursday-dunno, friday-dunno, saturday-HOHOHO! wad a busy week nxt wk, starting this wkend. i gotta mug for geog n physics !!! die die die !!! i dun wan to fail especially for physics pls ! no more failures for physics ! geog too la actually ! hahaha ! 2 days only to study sho many topics ! how m i gonan do it manx !?!?! *screamms*
aiya, wadeva it is, i shall just do my best la. first test only. hehe! =P
alright. i wanna go get ready to go back home le! tata ppl ! :)
love you so~~~
[s.i.g.n.i.n.g.o.f.f.]
[ michelle ] (((:
Thursday, January 04, 2007
the stepping of the stone leading to O's starts TODAY ! ahhhh~~~
S-T-R-E-S-S !!!! S-T-R-E-S-S !!!! S-T-R-E-S-S !!!! ='((((
it's only the first day of actual studying and m aleadi feeling sho much stress and pressure ! sighs ! i guess i might just break down anytime, anyday, anywhere ! haiiss ! x(((
arghhs ! i hate being the "senior citizens" of the school ! the feeling just simply sux alright ! hate da feeling !!! grrr... one foot out of the school... role models... high expectations... etc etc... kill me manx !
anw, stupid feelings aside... reviews abt the teachers. hahaha! oops! isit allowed in the first place though =SSS anw m not talking bad abt them or wad sho hope nth wrong happens! haha! *crosses finger*
i LIKE my physics teacher, MS GOH !!! she's quite friendly & pretty and i guess just this lesson alone, i grew to like physics more! hahaha ! miracle ?! i shall try my best to strive hard for this subject, given that she's my physics teacher! hahaha ! xP
chemistry we had 2 BEST chem teachers from TK, supervising us ! MR TKH & MRS CHEE ! woahhhs ! coool ! yayys ! hahaha ! mrs chee seems to like to peek over wad m doing ! gahhhs ! m scared ! =XXX hahaha!
geog was ms yap. same. hahaha. thank god ! hehehe ! sucha passionate teacher to hv! she goes to the extent of helping us plan can. how wonderful! hope i wun disappoint her ! =SS
hist was same as laz yr too. goodie ! heard tt she's an O lvl marker wors !! hahaha ! lucky us ! hehehe ! i doubt i can strive for this though after hving her said that the questions are general n outside txtbk de. sighs ! sho difficult sia ! =((
maths was mdm shirley ong. she seems rather strict n fierce. heard her teaching is very good too. hahaha. good that she is strict, den our claz wun bully her. hahaha ! i will strive for this subject too! hehehe ! good teacher=good students ! =))
S.S. was rather shocking ! hahaha ! i shan't disclose anithing here yet. ppl, just use your eyes n observe ya! hohoho ! =P
after school, had amaths lecture ! tired manx. haishs. it seems i somehow forgot some of my Amaths stuff le ! die die die ! *stabs myself* nonetheless, i still managed to do one or two SUB questions. haha!
went home after tt. dead tired n stressed as usual !
tmr have chinese lessons ! ahhhh ! i cant wait to see whose my chi teacher ! i wan dose i wan pls ! *prays hard* hohoho ! x))
alright. gtg le. my auntie wans to use the internet le. :(( byeeees !
you are my romeo <333
[s.i.g.n.i.n.g.o.f.f.]
[ michelle ] (((:
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
WOOOHOOO !! M ON CLOUDS NINE NOW !! WAHAHAHA !! DAMN HIGH PLS !! AHHHH~~~
the moment i damn high, my splitting headache automatically goes off !!! HAHA ! gd ryte ?!?! hohoho ! xP
alright alright, back to the topic on schoool ! hehehe ! first day of sch ! BORING+STRESSFUL+SIAN+TIRING !!! boooooooooooo ! =(((
had pep talks right from the start of an early morning ! till the time sch was dismissed ! goshh ! tts pressurising n stressful can ! all was regarding O LEVELS(duh!) !! gahhhsss !!! except for one which was about emergency exercise de. tt was the MOST BORING pls ! and by tym the talk for SOP ended, my legs are numb and aching lyk hell la. we sat from 11.1oam-2pm ! *faints*
but something m glad about is that we gt GOOD teachers! hahaha ! yayys ! happy happy ! =))) hope they are not too pressurising. hehehe.
bad news m super stressed abt is the earliness(sp?) of O's ! arghhs ! we've gt 1 week lesser of curriculum time compared to last year's batch ! tts sho unfair pls ! kip bringing O's forward ! sians ! as result everything is brought forward le sia. shittayes ! prelims start one day b4 my bday can ! how to enjoy !?!?!? *sobs* O's from 22OCT-13NOV !!! *screammmms*
sighhs ! so that marks my first day of school ! good n bad news ! =SSS
so yahhs, tts abt it. i can't slp leh ! damn wide awake n high sia. cos i woke up at 8pm ! hahaha ! =P fine, i shall go around continue highing and surfing. hehehe. sayonaraaa !!! =DD
you are truly my happy happy apple<333
[s.i.g.n.i.n.g.o.f.f.]
[ michelle ] (((:
*screammmmmm lungs out*
super dead tired & stressed out from all the pep talks today---FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL! =(((
gahhhs! i have no more energy to continue le. wanna go orh orh liao. shall update more tonight if time permits. hohoho! byyyyeeees! x)
[s.i.g.n.i.n.g.o.f.f.]
[ michelle ] ((:
Monday, January 01, 2007
WELCOME & HELLO 2007 !!! =)))
yayys! a new year is here! although m not looking forward to it, but i guess i shall just look on the bright side and happily invite 2007 & start 2007 on a happy note ! hehehe ! =))
2007 will be a super stressful & demanding & challenging year for me. the scary O's are awaiting for me. hohoho! but i shld not let it beat me ya. i hv no choice but to go into the battle hall and fight with it. and of course, i WANT to WIN ! heh heh heh ! xP
in other words, in 2007, i dun wan to be like who i was in 2006 le ! i wanna change for the better ! so tt means, no more going over gaga over those idols etc. le ! a little will cause no harm though? haha! no more online-ing until wee hours ! CONTROL ! DISCIPLINE ! RESISTANCE ! xD
but come to think of it, can i really do it ?? sighs. sometimes, i really doubt myself. =(((
however, no matter wad, for my future, i shall just heed wad you told me and believe in myself ! you are my spring in wadeva i do! =]]
hmm... abt 2007's resolutions... i've many of them, so i shan't name them out liao or i will never be able to sleep le. hohoho! =P
alright. feeling tired le. my energy was all used up while i was watching the countdown shows! hahaha ! super high just now pls. hehehe. ok, off i go for my bed. wheee! byee !
HAPPY NEW YEAR --- 2007 ! :)))
[s.i.g.n.i.n.g.o.f.f.]
[ michelle (((:
